so last time this page was just a whole lot of bullshit bout my sad and sorry life, hoping to depress you, i indulged in writing my sob story, which went only as far as fifth form i think. oh how things have changed. and there is no way i'm going to spill my guts on here again, because after last time, (my dad found this page and ended up giving me a 'big talk,' which needless to say wasn't all that great, and rather embarrassing,) i'm not doing that again. however i will use this 'secret' page to explain my 'new look.' i know i still have a long way to go on the whole homepage/design scene, and i didn't take an extreme amount of time to do these series of pages, mainly because i'm supposed to be on my holiday, and really because i honestly couldn't be bothered.

did you notice what the text was on the entrance page? if you are my sort of person you would have realised that it is the lyrics from my absolute favourite song by Tool, h. and the other words were from another favourite band, NIN, the song being eraser. funny coincidence. my icq nickname is  e r a s e d.

my theme is based on my feelings towards the whole net scene, combined with a few of my favourite things in life. even though i have grown up on the net, and have come to love it, i also hate it. especially when people hide behind a facade. pretending to be someone you're not is what i hate the most. close behind that is all the egyptians/turks and everyone else out there (sorry for being racist, i'm really a nice person normally) who comes onto icq and calls me 'dear,' telling me that they are my 'new friend for life' or some stupid shit in their broken english. also don't people ever read people's info and check out their homepages before asking stupid questions like, 'a/s/l,' or  'do you have a pic?' because it is this lazyiness that forces me to automatically hit the ignore button.

so i only ask a small favour: don't come near me if you're just full of shit, looking for fake 'cyber sex' (because you can't get the real thing,) or don't have anything interesting to say.

but really i do love you, i do...